THE BAITCH
The name's AMANDA.
我的最爱 : I LOVE LIFE .
想要的 : Materialistic .
我最真的爱 : BeStIe!
我最真的回忆 : memoriie.x
'Cause im from Venus
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Wow! Pirates of the Carribean was like 3 hours . Hahas. 0_O"
Can't believe i was sitting in the cinema for that long.
My back kinda hurt when I got up. Lol.
I don't like the ending ! I can't understand it when it started the show.
I still can't figure out who was the traitor among them. -_-"
But, I like the songs in this show.
I love this phrase from the movie,
"Fate always entwined us together, but never joint."
Jame's is a great guy, he saved Elizebeth, and paid his life as a price.
Guy's if your watching this movie, remember not to leave the cinema till the whole things end,
including all the ending things like,
erm, who's the actor all that, cause there's another part.
Ytd, was having ballet lesson at YAPP,
was v tiring, but i LOVE it!!
I LOVE all the movement, and i was aspire to be a great dancer,
I WANT TO IMPROVE!!
Before going to the company, Calvin and ShuQin came to my place 1st,
they helped me dyed my hair!! hahas.
And Calvin even styled my hair,
he thinks its nice, but I felt it was horrible. Hahas,
Eventually, i got used to t larhx..
And it looks like this :.jpg)
hahas, alright blog till here now, Oyasumi.
she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying
'Cause im from Venus
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Alright, bridging today was urberly fun!!
I HATE JIN HOW & BENNY & ZHANJIE & THE REST OF THE BOYS!!!
Keep bully me, very fun to bully is it??
ROARRRS...
Stupid JinHow (skinny monkey) and that
ZhanJie and that Benny
& that bunch of stupid boys keep call me...
THE
MOST
HORRIBLE
NAME
THAT
I
EVER
WANT
TO
HEAR
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THAT
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***FEIFEI***
So horrible of them to keep calling this horrible name..
So EEYEEERRR...
*Humpss**
Stupid Boys!!!
AND
I still remember last time that stupid Dominic(BoiBoi)
bully me till i cry..
Everytime bully me,
like see I kanna bully ownself at there very happy, very shiok..
NOW,
also keep bully me..
IDIOT LEHX!!!
AND
That bunch of stupid boys!!!
Keep throwing paper ball at ME, and other GIRLS!!
CHILDISH!!!!!!!!
ROARRRRSSS...
Anyway, i have my sweet revenge at Benny today,
with the help of my super duper Darlings,
PERLYN & XIAOSI...
HeHHeHs...
Hope you read my entry today Benny,
till you agree to be OUR maid for just only
TWO MONTHS after the school holiday,
and we will return you your pencil case!!!
Muahahahahahas....
Girls, please don't always quarrel,
we should give way to each other alright??
she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying
'Cause im from Venus
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Alright,
I must really admit,
I'M A LAZY BUG !!!
I'm lazy to update my blog,
I'm lazy to pack up my room,
I'm lazy to DO ANYTHING!!
DARN, this whole week intensive MT training,
really feels like hell man.
BLARDY MT, I HATE MT!!
and MT 'O' lvl is just this coming monday..
SHIT I'm SO SCREWED!!
I feel like screaming.
I need to feel alive.
Even if it's too late,
& that it would make no difference.
Shove all aside, forget & believe.
Ok, haven't been bloggin for quite a time now,
so imma gotta recap . =3
THOU, ,
I might prolly forget what I initially wanted to blog. lol.
Anyway,
my results for the exams sucks as usual.
SO...
Imma GOTTA WORK HARD WITH MY A.X.P.S.J,
*toogether we will succeed* sing~
After exams, went chalet with my A.T,
was having urber FUN with MR SHOUYI and KINGKONGS!!
Lots of surprises and games was going on,
well, i just missed bedok view so much. .
i missed the time we are having fun together.
Just hope to see all of you soon. =p
The chalet was GREAT and the performance at NAFA too.
I just LOVE it.
EVERYTHING,
EVERYONE..
O well,
write till here ba, Imma lazy now.
GOODBYE
she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying
'Cause im from Venus
Saturday, April 28, 2007
eveything seems so "UN-REAL" .
this is SO happening,
it feel like illusions,
i was living in a dream,
doing whats seem
like a video that
it kept replaying the motions,
till reality slaps and awoke me..
I will always remember the memories we had together,
the happy and the good times,
the sad and un-happy times,
the light peck on my cheeks every morning,
the way you brought me up,
the way how you console me whenever i got scolding or get beaten up.
without you, there won't be me.
I will always remember you in my heart.
I LOVE YOU GRANNY!! ^^
well,
I had so much in mind. But now..
Mind's in a blank.
Everything, everyone seem out of place.
Well, maybe everyone found their paths.
But I'm still stranded.I'm shagged.
Shag by this emotional baggage.
baby I still miss you so.
If there's a motto for everyone,
mine would be
"live life to the fullest."
If everyone were to have a special word,
mine would be
"hope."
If there were to be a necessity,
mine would be
"love."
If there is a life goal for everyone,
mine would be
"find someone who loves me as much as I love him, & spend the rest of our lives together."
I never agreed with the phrase,
"ignorance is a bliss."
But now, I realised, sometimes.
There is no point in knowing the answers to certain questions.
I don't wana know so much.
I just want you to be happy.
I do not need details.
For knowing the details, doesn't make anyone happier.
It will just drown me in pain.
Now I don't even know how to define love.
Is it fragile or strong?
Loving someone makes you live for that person.
If the love is strong enough, you will be even willing to lay your life down for it.
However, love can be also fragile.
In a blink of eye, all the time spent together, all the memories can be forsaken.
Love is a weapon of both extremes.
I hate jealousy.
Is it an emotion? A character?
I don't know.
But I hate the feeling of jealousy.
Its like a mixture of sadness and anger.
Stuck in between tears and fumes.
MY HEART STILL BEATS FOR YOU!!
Anyway. SYF we got GOLD,
kinda feel disppointed at first,
but, we only have 13 dance,
and we have done our best and to the fullest!!
I hope I send you to jail, MOLESTER!!
she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying
'Cause im from Venus
Friday, March 30, 2007
Maybe I'm having a bitch fit.
I feel so stress up lately .
I can't hold back my tears any longer .
Wednesday 280307
Had reach school at 6.30am.
and then went to dance room help my juniors tie hair and makeup
for todays programm
: full rehersal at UCC hall from 10 to 12.
performance in school for LS assembly from 1.40 to 2.10.
went over to Bedok view sec perform from 3.30 to 4.15.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT ,
I slept at 1am in the morning & woke up at 4.30am .
& that's hell tiring for me .
FOR WHAT??
to help juniors to prepare all the things.
so it won't be so rush for them.
and hell, that day we have gotten hell loads of scolding.
it's so tiring & i missed my eng oral just for the performance .
after all the programmes ,
rush home to prepare to meet up with xiaosi and perlyn for night studies .
and study in school till 9 plus .
can you imagine how tired i was ?
there's really no break in between.
and when i got home ,
i was forced to again to play the stupid card game with my bros
just because i won them the night before...
this is so hell ridicules okay..
and i slept around 1am again .
Thurs 290307
received morning call from dear xiaosi ,
and woke up around at 6.30 .
then prepare and meet her to school .
then today still got performance for NYJC
so needed to leave class around 10.15am .
before i leave the class it was english lessons.
and my class was discussing about the oral yesterday.
i felt really left out and was damn shag as i didn't had the chance to take my oral.
Mr. Ee was giving out the oral marks and after he have done reading out,
he came over to me ,
and said things like ,
i know you are v busy lately with your dance & you have alot of things to do
but if got anything happen just let me know .
at that time i just couldn't control my emotion and just wept sliently at my table.
then before i walk out of class,
my classmate was like..
Amanda ,
yo mus remember to eat hor ,
must takeaiire hor,
must drink more water okay,
And jiayou .
I'm really v lucky to be in this class and have such a wonderful classmate.
i really appriciated all of you whether i have quarrel with you before anot.
i feel so blissed to have each of you as my classmate .
i was so touched till i went my way to the canteen crying at the same time i feel so stress up ,
it's like what if i didn't do well for both my dance and studies,
it will be v disappointing norrhx .
i just don't know why am i such a sensitive person .
after the dance i cried again as one of my fren( outside school ) msg me
aking me hows my dance and all that .
i feel v xin fu to be surrounded by frens that are so caring .
BaObAo sista was waiting for me to come back from my dance outside school.
and she waited for 1 and a half hour just for me with xiaosi.
im so touched and i cried infront of them.
telling them i'm just only stress up .
after that we had dinner at central and went home to rest.
TODAY 300307
still as stress as ytd .
cried again during pe and dance .
i just can't figure out what was the reason again .
but i'm sure that i will be better after sometimes . ^^
I'm still recalling my torn, broken, aching heart of these long days
And all the memories i wanted to forget for making leaps
she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying
'Cause im from Venus
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Life's just a total bitch.
And so, i will just have to be a bigger bitch than life.
I tried to forget.
I tried not to hope.
It's time to let go.
MY.LIFE.STINKS!
she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying
'Cause im from Venus
Monday, March 19, 2007
I think is good to be in love.
why does everyone seems so not statisfied with their partner?
why can't people just treasure those around them?
she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying