T.R.A.E.H.Y.M 爱

THE BAITCH

break the rules.
follow your heart
& live your life.

The name's AMANDA.

I'm a simple kinda girl. Treat me nicely, & you"ll get nothing less than that.
I LOVE MY BEAR . Snatch him & I"ll throw a bitchfit & bite you.
I'm sometime's abit blur, responsive system is slightly retard .
Accuse me & I'll bitch till you don't dare to utter a word. Im also pretty much a hater.
I detest twits. I don't like stupid people who are stupid ( not as in IQ or EQ ).
I dislike people with werid & awkward social manners. I also don't like attention seekers.
I HATE most is people talking behind my back, that things which are not TRUE.
LASTLY, I LOVE MY BEAR VERY MUCH. XD


YI want your warm embrace, I miss you. Baby(:

我的最爱 : I LOVE LIFE .

I LOVE my bear, bleach, death note, alice 9, x-japan, BECK, chobits, friends, shopping, dolling up, laughing, screaming, gaming, candylicious, chilling, late night cozy chats, cuddling up with girlfriends, smelling my soft toys<3, music, eating, my dog, pierciing, napping, piink.x, neoprint.

Random things bout me??

I hate the rain.
But now raining makes me smile.
I don't drink fresh milk. puke!
But I love dairy products. (:
I'm not a very HEELS kinda girl.
But I have no idea why I have so many heels.
I don't like keeping quiet.
But I enjoy long quiet walks alone.
I hate the night.
But I'mma night kinda person.
I sucks at singing.
But I'm always singing to myself.
Contradicting?
yes, I'm contradiction itself. (;

I'm not a once bitten twice shy kinda girl. & that's BAD.
Overall, I'm dumb. naive. Sometimes too helpful :P
SERIOUS. LOL. Hmm, too straightforward. & always asking for trouble.
Self-indulgence in misery. Either I'm plain ordinary and plain dumb.
Or I'm just to complicated to comphrehend. (:

想要的 : Materialistic .

* PSP
* Digital Cam
* New handphone
* More Tees!
* Levis jeans
* Shoes
* Flipflops
* More shorts
* Shopping everyday!
* A storage of hidden tibits!
* Rid every single pimple
* Change my characther (:
* Be the one.

我最真的爱 : BeStIe!

Wenyi; Nuer @ swiithoney
Perlyn; Switheartx @ imyours-forever
Jolynn; Meimei @ im-your-girl
Shi min; Fatty min.x @ min-l0vehurt
XiaoSi @ palace
Yuting; Laogong @ in<3withyou
Kaijing @ ycworld
Fengheng @ he is a idiot

我最真的回忆 : memoriie.x

`August 2006 `September 2006 `October 2006 `November 2006 `December 2006 `January 2007 `February 2007 `March 2007 `April 2007 `May 2007 `June 2007

'Cause im from Venus

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying

'Cause im from Venus

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Fucking damn shyite.

can someone just murder me??
can someone just take a pistol and shoot me in the head??
can someone just car bang me??
can someone just use a hammer and hammer me??
can i just fucking die right now??

气死了。。气死了。。
i am fastrated by my..
headache kum flu kum nose-block kum cough kum throat kum fever.

supposed to go school today. and what the hell, i bloody hell have fever.
it's like,
"wOw.. im having fever!!"
"HELL NO, IT SUCKS!!"
and the day before i told the girls i will be alright today.. -_-"
the cause of my fever was my bloody sore throat..
it was infected and i got fever.
so lame!!!

and hell, i din't sleep well at all.
blame my nose for having nose block.
woke up every min to clear my nose..
im so irritated!!!

stupid headache, i keep having headache's this few days.
i feel like banging my fucking head against the bloody wall,
and using a hammer to smash my head into pieces.

IM FUCKING DAMN PISSED!!!
CAN I MURDER MYSELF???

anyway, im so unhappy with myself.
SICK AMANDA=UNHAPPY AMANDA !

i feel v' uncomfortable, i FUCKING hate this feeling.
this is only the starting of the year and i got all this shyite!!

ROARRRRSSS!!!
DAMN ANGRY NOW!!!
i should just murder myself so i won't suffer anymore.

TO HELL WIH SICKNESS!!!! -_-"

so guys, please takeaiire of yourself, nowadays people are getting sick.
and drink more water...

god, im so whipped..


she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying

'Cause im from Venus

Sunday, February 04, 2007

N.O.I.T.C.E.L.F.E.R Y.M

life never goes the way we want them to.
because "life" this word. is not a word,which simply refers to ourselves.
its a complicated, sophisticated, realistic term, which rotates around everyone.

do you believe in fate?
some do, some dont.
i do, to a certain extent.
why?
because ive witnessed several coincidences which simply cannot be explained.
and those incidents, be it coincidence, or whatever.
i just believed its fate.
but hey, no one likes the idea of having no control of their life.

in certain cases, i dont believe in fate. (: coz sometimes i feel that im the one making the decision. when things goes wrong, you can't blame it all on fate. because we play a part too.

sometimes when shit happens, you just got to face it alone. a battle within one self. because to be realistic. no one can be there for you always. you hafta learn how to be independant.

*i'll always be there for you*

easy to say, but hard to be true.

looking back. i realised how much a coward i was. i couldnt accept the fact for being alone. having no one there. i relied on alot of different people. and that's what i hate about myself.

well not anymore. sometimes, someone did tried to be there for you. but hey, reality check.
everyone has a life. they have their own things to do, own problems to solve. & they dont go looking for people to help em solve it. the only reliable person, that will always be there for you, is yourself. so its best to start being best friend with yourself. aka. myself (:

sometimes, we do really need a listening ears. but think bout this, they may listen to you, give you a piece of advice, but, we still have to depend on ourself to decide which path we are heading too.

well, enough of my boody crap.

i love myself <3

she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying