T.R.A.E.H.Y.M 爱

THE BAITCH

break the rules.
follow your heart
& live your life.

The name's AMANDA.

I'm a simple kinda girl. Treat me nicely, & you"ll get nothing less than that.
I LOVE MY BEAR . Snatch him & I"ll throw a bitchfit & bite you.
I'm sometime's abit blur, responsive system is slightly retard .
Accuse me & I'll bitch till you don't dare to utter a word. Im also pretty much a hater.
I detest twits. I don't like stupid people who are stupid ( not as in IQ or EQ ).
I dislike people with werid & awkward social manners. I also don't like attention seekers.
I HATE most is people talking behind my back, that things which are not TRUE.
LASTLY, I LOVE MY BEAR VERY MUCH. XD


YI want your warm embrace, I miss you. Baby(:

我的最爱 : I LOVE LIFE .

I LOVE my bear, bleach, death note, alice 9, x-japan, BECK, chobits, friends, shopping, dolling up, laughing, screaming, gaming, candylicious, chilling, late night cozy chats, cuddling up with girlfriends, smelling my soft toys<3, music, eating, my dog, pierciing, napping, piink.x, neoprint.

Random things bout me??

I hate the rain.
But now raining makes me smile.
I don't drink fresh milk. puke!
But I love dairy products. (:
I'm not a very HEELS kinda girl.
But I have no idea why I have so many heels.
I don't like keeping quiet.
But I enjoy long quiet walks alone.
I hate the night.
But I'mma night kinda person.
I sucks at singing.
But I'm always singing to myself.
Contradicting?
yes, I'm contradiction itself. (;

I'm not a once bitten twice shy kinda girl. & that's BAD.
Overall, I'm dumb. naive. Sometimes too helpful :P
SERIOUS. LOL. Hmm, too straightforward. & always asking for trouble.
Self-indulgence in misery. Either I'm plain ordinary and plain dumb.
Or I'm just to complicated to comphrehend. (:

想要的 : Materialistic .

* PSP
* Digital Cam
* New handphone
* More Tees!
* Levis jeans
* Shoes
* Flipflops
* More shorts
* Shopping everyday!
* A storage of hidden tibits!
* Rid every single pimple
* Change my characther (:
* Be the one.

我最真的爱 : BeStIe!

Wenyi; Nuer @ swiithoney
Perlyn; Switheartx @ imyours-forever
Jolynn; Meimei @ im-your-girl
Shi min; Fatty min.x @ min-l0vehurt
XiaoSi @ palace
Yuting; Laogong @ in<3withyou
Kaijing @ ycworld
Fengheng @ he is a idiot

我最真的回忆 : memoriie.x

`August 2006 `September 2006 `October 2006 `November 2006 `December 2006 `January 2007 `February 2007 `March 2007 `April 2007 `May 2007 `June 2007

'Cause im from Venus

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Again and again i stop and update my blog once in a while.
is a bad thing when inpiration doesnt strike
and u jus kept waiting for that moment to pen it down.
actually im just pure lazy to update. many things have happen in between this period.
my thoughts are random and things just couldnt be straight.
everything went jumble up and i jus couldnt settle down.
like im always jumping or floating and i jus couldnt focus. like a camera with a blur lens.

i love photography or rather i love taking pictures,
snapping and snapping and snapping,
suddenly i just thought of liking those old vintage cameras.
and the pics that comes with it jus make me wanna go on and on.
till the camera breaks and the films are expose.
im vain and i just got to admit it:))*and there's nothing wrong with it.
who doesnt like looking good in the lens of black?
nobody likes it right??

ROARRRRSSSSS~
im worn out from all those dance practise and school work.
im still stuck in holiday mood sia.

sometimes there are days where every hr seem to fly
and good things never seem to last
all that seem so perfect is a facade
till the day where it all happen so unexpectedly
the sky turn pink and all dust swirl my vision has never been this clear
my feelings has never lie
and all we never thought would happen came true
it was a massive feeling that hit us
like a hurricane that swept us off our feet
sand the road aint within our sight and it seems endless
like we'll never come to an end
the feeling jus got stronger each time
and the bond that never seem to break like we knew each other
reality seem so faraway
we're like a living fairytale with no magic
and all that happen is fate
some took a lifetime
others never really succeed
and i found it..
seeing things happen before me
and i know its jus gonna get better:))*

she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying