T.R.A.E.H.Y.M 爱

THE BAITCH

break the rules.
follow your heart
& live your life.

The name's AMANDA.

I'm a simple kinda girl. Treat me nicely, & you"ll get nothing less than that.
I LOVE MY BEAR . Snatch him & I"ll throw a bitchfit & bite you.
I'm sometime's abit blur, responsive system is slightly retard .
Accuse me & I'll bitch till you don't dare to utter a word. Im also pretty much a hater.
I detest twits. I don't like stupid people who are stupid ( not as in IQ or EQ ).
I dislike people with werid & awkward social manners. I also don't like attention seekers.
I HATE most is people talking behind my back, that things which are not TRUE.
LASTLY, I LOVE MY BEAR VERY MUCH. XD


YI want your warm embrace, I miss you. Baby(:

我的最爱 : I LOVE LIFE .

I LOVE my bear, bleach, death note, alice 9, x-japan, BECK, chobits, friends, shopping, dolling up, laughing, screaming, gaming, candylicious, chilling, late night cozy chats, cuddling up with girlfriends, smelling my soft toys<3, music, eating, my dog, pierciing, napping, piink.x, neoprint.

Random things bout me??

I hate the rain.
But now raining makes me smile.
I don't drink fresh milk. puke!
But I love dairy products. (:
I'm not a very HEELS kinda girl.
But I have no idea why I have so many heels.
I don't like keeping quiet.
But I enjoy long quiet walks alone.
I hate the night.
But I'mma night kinda person.
I sucks at singing.
But I'm always singing to myself.
Contradicting?
yes, I'm contradiction itself. (;

I'm not a once bitten twice shy kinda girl. & that's BAD.
Overall, I'm dumb. naive. Sometimes too helpful :P
SERIOUS. LOL. Hmm, too straightforward. & always asking for trouble.
Self-indulgence in misery. Either I'm plain ordinary and plain dumb.
Or I'm just to complicated to comphrehend. (:

想要的 : Materialistic .

* PSP
* Digital Cam
* New handphone
* More Tees!
* Levis jeans
* Shoes
* Flipflops
* More shorts
* Shopping everyday!
* A storage of hidden tibits!
* Rid every single pimple
* Change my characther (:
* Be the one.

我最真的爱 : BeStIe!

Wenyi; Nuer @ swiithoney
Perlyn; Switheartx @ imyours-forever
Jolynn; Meimei @ im-your-girl
Shi min; Fatty min.x @ min-l0vehurt
XiaoSi @ palace
Yuting; Laogong @ in<3withyou
Kaijing @ ycworld
Fengheng @ he is a idiot

我最真的回忆 : memoriie.x

`August 2006 `September 2006 `October 2006 `November 2006 `December 2006 `January 2007 `February 2007 `March 2007 `April 2007 `May 2007 `June 2007

'Cause im from Venus

Saturday, April 28, 2007

eveything seems so "UN-REAL" .
this is SO happening,
it feel like illusions,
i was living in a dream,
doing whats seem
like a video that
it kept replaying the motions,
till reality slaps and awoke me..

I will always remember the memories we had together,
the happy and the good times,
the sad and un-happy times,
the light peck on my cheeks every morning,
the way you brought me up,
the way how you console me whenever i got scolding or get beaten up.
without you, there won't be me.
I will always remember you in my heart.
I LOVE YOU GRANNY!! ^^

well,
I had so much in mind. But now..
Mind's in a blank.
Everything, everyone seem out of place.
Well, maybe everyone found their paths.
But I'm still stranded.I'm shagged.
Shag by this emotional baggage.
baby I still miss you so.

If there's a motto for everyone,
mine would be
"live life to the fullest."
If everyone were to have a special word,
mine would be
"hope."
If there were to be a necessity,
mine would be
"love."
If there is a life goal for everyone,
mine would be
"find someone who loves me as much as I love him, & spend the rest of our lives together."

I never agreed with the phrase,
"ignorance is a bliss."
But now, I realised, sometimes.
There is no point in knowing the answers to certain questions.
I don't wana know so much.
I just want you to be happy.
I do not need details.
For knowing the details, doesn't make anyone happier.
It will just drown me in pain.

Now I don't even know how to define love.
Is it fragile or strong?
Loving someone makes you live for that person.
If the love is strong enough, you will be even willing to lay your life down for it.
However, love can be also fragile.
In a blink of eye, all the time spent together, all the memories can be forsaken.
Love is a weapon of both extremes.

I hate jealousy.
Is it an emotion? A character?
I don't know.
But I hate the feeling of jealousy.
Its like a mixture of sadness and anger.
Stuck in between tears and fumes.

MY HEART STILL BEATS FOR YOU!!

Anyway. SYF we got GOLD,
kinda feel disppointed at first,
but, we only have 13 dance,
and we have done our best and to the fullest!!

I hope I send you to jail, MOLESTER!!

she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying