THE BAITCH
The name's AMANDA.
我的最爱 : I LOVE LIFE .
想要的 : Materialistic .
我最真的爱 : BeStIe!
我最真的回忆 : memoriie.x
'Cause im from Venus
Friday, March 30, 2007
Maybe I'm having a bitch fit.
I feel so stress up lately .
I can't hold back my tears any longer .
Wednesday 280307
Had reach school at 6.30am.
and then went to dance room help my juniors tie hair and makeup
for todays programm
: full rehersal at UCC hall from 10 to 12.
performance in school for LS assembly from 1.40 to 2.10.
went over to Bedok view sec perform from 3.30 to 4.15.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT ,
I slept at 1am in the morning & woke up at 4.30am .
& that's hell tiring for me .
FOR WHAT??
to help juniors to prepare all the things.
so it won't be so rush for them.
and hell, that day we have gotten hell loads of scolding.
it's so tiring & i missed my eng oral just for the performance .
after all the programmes ,
rush home to prepare to meet up with xiaosi and perlyn for night studies .
and study in school till 9 plus .
can you imagine how tired i was ?
there's really no break in between.
and when i got home ,
i was forced to again to play the stupid card game with my bros
just because i won them the night before...
this is so hell ridicules okay..
and i slept around 1am again .
Thurs 290307
received morning call from dear xiaosi ,
and woke up around at 6.30 .
then prepare and meet her to school .
then today still got performance for NYJC
so needed to leave class around 10.15am .
before i leave the class it was english lessons.
and my class was discussing about the oral yesterday.
i felt really left out and was damn shag as i didn't had the chance to take my oral.
Mr. Ee was giving out the oral marks and after he have done reading out,
he came over to me ,
and said things like ,
i know you are v busy lately with your dance & you have alot of things to do
but if got anything happen just let me know .
at that time i just couldn't control my emotion and just wept sliently at my table.
then before i walk out of class,
my classmate was like..
Amanda ,
yo mus remember to eat hor ,
must takeaiire hor,
must drink more water okay,
And jiayou .
I'm really v lucky to be in this class and have such a wonderful classmate.
i really appriciated all of you whether i have quarrel with you before anot.
i feel so blissed to have each of you as my classmate .
i was so touched till i went my way to the canteen crying at the same time i feel so stress up ,
it's like what if i didn't do well for both my dance and studies,
it will be v disappointing norrhx .
i just don't know why am i such a sensitive person .
after the dance i cried again as one of my fren( outside school ) msg me
aking me hows my dance and all that .
i feel v xin fu to be surrounded by frens that are so caring .
BaObAo sista was waiting for me to come back from my dance outside school.
and she waited for 1 and a half hour just for me with xiaosi.
im so touched and i cried infront of them.
telling them i'm just only stress up .
after that we had dinner at central and went home to rest.
TODAY 300307
still as stress as ytd .
cried again during pe and dance .
i just can't figure out what was the reason again .
but i'm sure that i will be better after sometimes . ^^
I'm still recalling my torn, broken, aching heart of these long days
And all the memories i wanted to forget for making leaps
she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying
'Cause im from Venus
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Life's just a total bitch.
And so, i will just have to be a bigger bitch than life.
I tried to forget.
I tried not to hope.
It's time to let go.
MY.LIFE.STINKS!
she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying
'Cause im from Venus
Monday, March 19, 2007
I think is good to be in love.
why does everyone seems so not statisfied with their partner?
why can't people just treasure those around them?
she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying
'Cause im from Venus
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Sillypo. =/
big fat ugly cow fart bloated pudding puffs !!
I'm just a big fat super ugly baitch.
Irony eh? I just have to do that. I just HAD to.
In our lives, we will always have regrets.
& in our hearts, we yearn to turn back time.
I used to have this little regret.
But it faded like an awakening dream as time passes.
Now, I'm dwindling in this new found regret.
I doubt I'll ever forget this.
It's like the peak season of my years.
My dramatic ironic complicated story.
GOD dammit, here I go again ...
I kept dwindling in unhappy thoughts.
It just doesn't fit lah.
It's like telling me..pigs can fly, cows can sing, dinosaurs can cry.
I'm practically smelling the rain. I'm practically smelling the rain.
I'm practically smelling the rain. I'm practically smelling the rain.
I'm practically smelling the rain. I'm practically smelling the rain.
I'm practically smelling the rain. I'm practically smelling the rain.
Get that I mean?
she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying