T.R.A.E.H.Y.M 爱

THE BAITCH

break the rules.
follow your heart
& live your life.

The name's AMANDA.

I'm a simple kinda girl. Treat me nicely, & you"ll get nothing less than that.
I LOVE MY BEAR . Snatch him & I"ll throw a bitchfit & bite you.
I'm sometime's abit blur, responsive system is slightly retard .
Accuse me & I'll bitch till you don't dare to utter a word. Im also pretty much a hater.
I detest twits. I don't like stupid people who are stupid ( not as in IQ or EQ ).
I dislike people with werid & awkward social manners. I also don't like attention seekers.
I HATE most is people talking behind my back, that things which are not TRUE.
LASTLY, I LOVE MY BEAR VERY MUCH. XD


YI want your warm embrace, I miss you. Baby(:

我的最爱 : I LOVE LIFE .

I LOVE my bear, bleach, death note, alice 9, x-japan, BECK, chobits, friends, shopping, dolling up, laughing, screaming, gaming, candylicious, chilling, late night cozy chats, cuddling up with girlfriends, smelling my soft toys<3, music, eating, my dog, pierciing, napping, piink.x, neoprint.

Random things bout me??

I hate the rain.
But now raining makes me smile.
I don't drink fresh milk. puke!
But I love dairy products. (:
I'm not a very HEELS kinda girl.
But I have no idea why I have so many heels.
I don't like keeping quiet.
But I enjoy long quiet walks alone.
I hate the night.
But I'mma night kinda person.
I sucks at singing.
But I'm always singing to myself.
Contradicting?
yes, I'm contradiction itself. (;

I'm not a once bitten twice shy kinda girl. & that's BAD.
Overall, I'm dumb. naive. Sometimes too helpful :P
SERIOUS. LOL. Hmm, too straightforward. & always asking for trouble.
Self-indulgence in misery. Either I'm plain ordinary and plain dumb.
Or I'm just to complicated to comphrehend. (:

想要的 : Materialistic .

* PSP
* Digital Cam
* New handphone
* More Tees!
* Levis jeans
* Shoes
* Flipflops
* More shorts
* Shopping everyday!
* A storage of hidden tibits!
* Rid every single pimple
* Change my characther (:
* Be the one.

我最真的爱 : BeStIe!

Wenyi; Nuer @ swiithoney
Perlyn; Switheartx @ imyours-forever
Jolynn; Meimei @ im-your-girl
Shi min; Fatty min.x @ min-l0vehurt
XiaoSi @ palace
Yuting; Laogong @ in<3withyou
Kaijing @ ycworld
Fengheng @ he is a idiot

我最真的回忆 : memoriie.x

`August 2006 `September 2006 `October 2006 `November 2006 `December 2006 `January 2007 `February 2007 `March 2007 `April 2007 `May 2007 `June 2007

'Cause im from Venus

Thursday, November 16, 2006

my blog is rotting .
apart of me is dying .
i'm losing my temper already .

kinda feeling lonely at home everytime .
anyway , will be going over to sengkang on friday again .
cheers~ o(^.^)p for me .
i think thats the only place i will be going over for my holidays .

i wanna go zoo , night safari and bird park .
ya i know i have been saying this for lots of times .
but , everybody seems so busy doing their own stuff .
well then , i shall not crave to go to all these places again .

there's still lots more of places i wanna go ,
lots of movie i wanna catch ,
lots of time i wanna spend my time with ,
but , there's no time .

sometimes , i miss the kiddy side of me , the kiddy side that was there before .
but , the kiddy side of me seems to fade away .
it's good to be a kid .
i don't think i ever wanna grow up .
being a kid is good .
sometimes , i asked myself :
will i ever be the person i was ??
the answer will be yes . maybe i would , if i try really hard , i could .

i'm so addicted to BecK songs now .
it totally rocks . another animation i'm watching is chobits .
this animation is kinda 'pervert' . but its nice .

i'm so bored , bored , bored , bored , bored , bored , bored !!
15 things i may will do when i'm bored :

1. scream
2. crap
3. do stupid things
4. disturb other people or my dog
5. cry
6. sleep , sleep , sleep and sleep
7. go out walk walk
8. use my lappy
9. watch tv
10. daydream
11. stuff myself with food
12. complain
13. play piano
14. throw temper
15. wonder & ponder

lols . enough of my stupid crap .
i can't sleep !!!
i have been thinking and thinking and thinking .
crying and crying and crying for what i'm thinking .
ya , i know it's stupid . but whenever i think of all those unpleasent things i will cry .
after crying then will sleep until more peaceful .

i have a habit of whenever before bed , i will think and think of different things luhhs .
so that it will make my mind more tired then i will fall asleep faster .
lols .
but sometimes it dosen't work .
like now . well , i call this dreaming before sleep .
hahas ~~~!!!

well , i'm gonna end here .
good nights my BaOb3ii bloggy .
i love yoOu~

she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying