T.R.A.E.H.Y.M 爱

THE BAITCH

break the rules.
follow your heart
& live your life.

The name's AMANDA.

I'm a simple kinda girl. Treat me nicely, & you"ll get nothing less than that.
I LOVE MY BEAR . Snatch him & I"ll throw a bitchfit & bite you.
I'm sometime's abit blur, responsive system is slightly retard .
Accuse me & I'll bitch till you don't dare to utter a word. Im also pretty much a hater.
I detest twits. I don't like stupid people who are stupid ( not as in IQ or EQ ).
I dislike people with werid & awkward social manners. I also don't like attention seekers.
I HATE most is people talking behind my back, that things which are not TRUE.
LASTLY, I LOVE MY BEAR VERY MUCH. XD


YI want your warm embrace, I miss you. Baby(:

我的最爱 : I LOVE LIFE .

I LOVE my bear, bleach, death note, alice 9, x-japan, BECK, chobits, friends, shopping, dolling up, laughing, screaming, gaming, candylicious, chilling, late night cozy chats, cuddling up with girlfriends, smelling my soft toys<3, music, eating, my dog, pierciing, napping, piink.x, neoprint.

Random things bout me??

I hate the rain.
But now raining makes me smile.
I don't drink fresh milk. puke!
But I love dairy products. (:
I'm not a very HEELS kinda girl.
But I have no idea why I have so many heels.
I don't like keeping quiet.
But I enjoy long quiet walks alone.
I hate the night.
But I'mma night kinda person.
I sucks at singing.
But I'm always singing to myself.
Contradicting?
yes, I'm contradiction itself. (;

I'm not a once bitten twice shy kinda girl. & that's BAD.
Overall, I'm dumb. naive. Sometimes too helpful :P
SERIOUS. LOL. Hmm, too straightforward. & always asking for trouble.
Self-indulgence in misery. Either I'm plain ordinary and plain dumb.
Or I'm just to complicated to comphrehend. (:

想要的 : Materialistic .

* PSP
* Digital Cam
* New handphone
* More Tees!
* Levis jeans
* Shoes
* Flipflops
* More shorts
* Shopping everyday!
* A storage of hidden tibits!
* Rid every single pimple
* Change my characther (:
* Be the one.

我最真的爱 : BeStIe!

Wenyi; Nuer @ swiithoney
Perlyn; Switheartx @ imyours-forever
Jolynn; Meimei @ im-your-girl
Shi min; Fatty min.x @ min-l0vehurt
XiaoSi @ palace
Yuting; Laogong @ in<3withyou
Kaijing @ ycworld
Fengheng @ he is a idiot

我最真的回忆 : memoriie.x

`August 2006 `September 2006 `October 2006 `November 2006 `December 2006 `January 2007 `February 2007 `March 2007 `April 2007 `May 2007 `June 2007

'Cause im from Venus

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

my 'SCREWED' list

------>relationship - [screwed ]
------>family - [screwed ]
------>school - [screwed ]
------>temper - [screwed ]
------>my life - [screwed ]

I'm so screwed. i feel screwed. i can't cope with my feelings. i'm always feeling down. very down. i couldn't control my temper already. like losing it oftenly. damn it la. in short, i'm screwed.

it feels like everything is out to make me lose control.
i'm in no control of anything at all.
i'm in shit mood now.
i just hate the things going on between us.

i guess being physically tired makes me think lesser.
suddenly , i find myself being a weakling .
ya . i admit i'm weak . so what's big about it ?
i'm weak . i really am .
they always say ' cheer up '
if it is so easy ....
if ...

well , frankly speaking , i'm not interested in the advanture camp .
i tried to adviod it , but it's still in my way .
maybe it's fated . hahas .
since i'm in , i just have to contribute lor .
just have to look on the bright side of life .
da da dada da da da da da da~

today , i was so mentally and phsically tired .
need help out with the house work , need to get crapping from my granny .

i've never been so sad .
throughout this years .
you know , i feel so like dying off from this world .
i feel so lonely in my house .
the only person that i have good relation with ,
can talk to with , can share my everything with ,
have left house .
ya . that's my mom .
she's been staying at my aunt house , i guess she won't be back for weeks ba .
it's too stressful for her .
though , i wanted to stop all these , but i'm just a kid , what can i do ??
i'm not the worst , there's people out there some where in the world ,
is far more worst then me .
but , who want's their family to be everyday quarreling ??
no one does like that .
enough of my complaining .

i just hate to see my family like that la ,
then friday , going sengkang live with my cousins ,
then next whole week i'm not going for bridging .
it's already holiday and still need go school ,
this totally sucks like shit .
from two month of holiday become 1 month holiday .
it stinks man .

today watch finish the whole of BECK .
damn nice for me la .
only for those who like punk rock music band may like this .
only 26 episodes .
i'm still waiting for bleach ep 1o2 .
think i will write till here ba .
good night BaOb3ii bloggy .


I SAY I LOVE YOU BABY~

she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying