T.R.A.E.H.Y.M 爱

THE BAITCH

break the rules.
follow your heart
& live your life.

The name's AMANDA.

I'm a simple kinda girl. Treat me nicely, & you"ll get nothing less than that.
I LOVE MY BEAR . Snatch him & I"ll throw a bitchfit & bite you.
I'm sometime's abit blur, responsive system is slightly retard .
Accuse me & I'll bitch till you don't dare to utter a word. Im also pretty much a hater.
I detest twits. I don't like stupid people who are stupid ( not as in IQ or EQ ).
I dislike people with werid & awkward social manners. I also don't like attention seekers.
I HATE most is people talking behind my back, that things which are not TRUE.
LASTLY, I LOVE MY BEAR VERY MUCH. XD


YI want your warm embrace, I miss you. Baby(:

我的最爱 : I LOVE LIFE .

I LOVE my bear, bleach, death note, alice 9, x-japan, BECK, chobits, friends, shopping, dolling up, laughing, screaming, gaming, candylicious, chilling, late night cozy chats, cuddling up with girlfriends, smelling my soft toys<3, music, eating, my dog, pierciing, napping, piink.x, neoprint.

Random things bout me??

I hate the rain.
But now raining makes me smile.
I don't drink fresh milk. puke!
But I love dairy products. (:
I'm not a very HEELS kinda girl.
But I have no idea why I have so many heels.
I don't like keeping quiet.
But I enjoy long quiet walks alone.
I hate the night.
But I'mma night kinda person.
I sucks at singing.
But I'm always singing to myself.
Contradicting?
yes, I'm contradiction itself. (;

I'm not a once bitten twice shy kinda girl. & that's BAD.
Overall, I'm dumb. naive. Sometimes too helpful :P
SERIOUS. LOL. Hmm, too straightforward. & always asking for trouble.
Self-indulgence in misery. Either I'm plain ordinary and plain dumb.
Or I'm just to complicated to comphrehend. (:

想要的 : Materialistic .

* PSP
* Digital Cam
* New handphone
* More Tees!
* Levis jeans
* Shoes
* Flipflops
* More shorts
* Shopping everyday!
* A storage of hidden tibits!
* Rid every single pimple
* Change my characther (:
* Be the one.

我最真的爱 : BeStIe!

Wenyi; Nuer @ swiithoney
Perlyn; Switheartx @ imyours-forever
Jolynn; Meimei @ im-your-girl
Shi min; Fatty min.x @ min-l0vehurt
XiaoSi @ palace
Yuting; Laogong @ in<3withyou
Kaijing @ ycworld
Fengheng @ he is a idiot

我最真的回忆 : memoriie.x

`August 2006 `September 2006 `October 2006 `November 2006 `December 2006 `January 2007 `February 2007 `March 2007 `April 2007 `May 2007 `June 2007

'Cause im from Venus

Friday, November 03, 2006

Today , I'm feverish again . it pissed me so much . .
well , todays blogging topic will be on . . .

The Mask which people have
This mask which people have
Joy, sadness, anger, fear.
Actors, Actress, people around us
Drama never ceases.

A good drama to win votes
A good show to gain support from friends
A good act so as not to bother friends with self problems [ most of the girls i know does that including me ]

A happy mask to cover saddness
A sad mask to gain sympathy
A angry mask to keep people away
A worried mask to act concerned

Happy , sad , joy , worry , anger , overwhelmed , confused , dismayed , disappointment , excitment...
Which mask have you decided to put on today?

I'm happy today...fresh...
Then...wait again..
Am I genuinely happy?!?

ok.. enough of my stupid theory..
while having my free times at home ,
i was just surfing around the internet and found this lyrics ,
it's pretty meaningful la...
though I'm a free thinker..


I don't know about tomorrow
I just live from day to day
I don't borrow from it's sunshine
For it's skies might turn to grey
I don't worry over the future
For I know what Jesus said
And today I'll walk beside him
For he knows what is ahead

Chorus:
Many things about tomorrow
I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow
And I know who holds my hand

Every step is getting brighter
As the golden stairs I climb
Every burden's getting lighter
Every cloud is silver-lined
There the sun is always shining
There no tears will dim the eyes
At the ending of the rainbow
Where the moutain touch the skies

I think thats the end of the song lyrics barrhx...


sometimes , i really wonder if there is really after-death life ?? i wonder whether after-death is really beautiful as it protrays . it may be peaceful after-death as it seems , but is it really true ?? sometimes , i really want to feel what is it like to be dead , or even half dead . i wanted to exprience whats the feel of after-death life . hahas . i know i'm being mad or you may think i'm crapping . BUT , its always nice to dream , yeah , right ?? DREAMs are one of the reason we live for . At least , my problems are being pushed aside for the time being now . I can always put on a smile at my face . ^^


why is it a raining day everytime i'm a bit of feverish . I'm feeling cold now adays . I'm always wearing my long pants , long sleeve shirt and wearing my socks to bed . SEE , this it how cold every night to me is..

my stupid pimples kept poping out at my face . i feel so pissed man . and it takes a longer time to heal then it poping out . ROARRRRRRRR!!!!
pimple poping out at my face = ANGRY AMANDA !!!!
if i have the money , i'm gonna go sliming session and facial session every week!!!!
ok , enough of my complaining and whining .
i'm off to rest lo .
good-bye my BaOb3ii bloggy..

she tried, she cried, & she gave up.
leave me alone to scream,
leave me alone to die.
i'm crying apart of me is dying